Give it Away

I have been blessed beyond belief in this world. I have two parents who love and take care of me. Three wonderful sisters, and a room to myself! Beautiful friends who love and support me. I go to one of the best schools in Michigan. My family can afford college tuition. My suburban neighborhood is safe. I never go hungry or thirsty. I am warm in the winter. I know it seems like I am bragging, but that is not the case. Everything I have listed as a blessing has been given to me in some shape or form. I have done nothing to earn my ease, and therefore, I cannot brag about things I have not done. Even though this was all given to me and I should only be feeling thankful, I can’t help but feel this incredible guilt when I am lying in my bed because I know there are children who are trying to fall asleep but the rumble of their stomachs makes it so hard to rest. I feel guilty when I am complaining about AP testing and the amount of homework I have because I know there are millions of adults and children who deserve but do not have an education. I feel guilty because I am able to live while too many people are struggling to survive. It isn’t fair. None of it. I and other middle to upper class citizens have the advantage in this world. There are two possible routes to take with this advantage. One, is to indulge in our own victory and ignore the innocent people who are hurt by our excessive celebration.  The second, is to humble ourselves. To use our plentiful resources to bring those who are at a disadvantage. To take money usually spent on superficial material possessions and make sure it is “given away” to people who lack the basic possessions: food, shelter, clothing, health, and happiness (Singer). I know many of you think I am crazy and I am. I am a dreamer who needs an entire world population to make her dream come true. In my dream, the people who have the advantage give it away to the people who are at a disadvantage, so that no one will be more powerful. So that everyone will be equal.